+ i wanted to land on you +

i wanted to land on you.

we were just coming into our own.
you'd throw me against the lockers;
me in my little skirt,
all hemmed and neat.

i wanted to land on you.

my lips didn't know what to do.
i was waiting for you
to teach me.
i was waiting for so long.

i wanted to land on you.

you gave me your lust,
and threw me away with
the strongest silence
i had ever heard.

i wanted to land on you.

i found out 7 years later
that she had made you.
i created my own coma,
my sweet.

i wanted to land on you.

the night came,
one soft evening, where
you called me.
you begged for me
to come and find you.

i wanted to forgive you
every single
day.

i still do.