09 February 2009

+ ad infinitum +


you made me weep for
the loss of everything
today. i wanted
to believe that someday,
sometime, someplace
would be ours.
let me not fool myself
for the sake of
these
fantasies
any longer.
i just can't seem to
let you go.
all i wanted was
to eat your evil
all up.
i thought it could sustain me.
no more water.
no more food.
no more anybody else.
ever.
i'm picking apart the past,
and holding onto a semblance
of the ghost of your head.
i'm nothing
more than memories
to you now.
snapshots of the good old days,
when you broke my heart,
and left me festering with
all your other lies.

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