08 May 2009

+ always too late +


i know i shouldn't be writing you.
i can't help it.

i'm so fucking sad.

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you.

i'm trying everything in my power to stop myself from writing to you - i don't have the strength....i don't have it.

infinity is extending.
these walls i built -
they're breaking,
crumbling,
down.
you're in
LOVE
with cleopatra.
this heart's
in the dungeon
of the past.
of the future.
of the present.

please don't hate me for writing you.
i wish i could hear you.
i wish i could just feel your hand leading me
one last time.

i should've fucking told you to stay.
i ruined everything.
I RUINED EVERYTHING.

i'm so fucking sorry, my sweet.
i'm so sorry.

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