+ never never comes +

i wonder when the day will come when i won't even want to think of you anymore.

i am
SO
tired
of you
in
my
head.

+ after all the sin we've had +

i've seen love make a fool of more than a man.

dear one, i want to play piano for you.
and i'll never be able to erase the moment you said,

"sleep well, sweetheart."

and how your eyes looked at me
the way that they did,
as the door closed,
slow enough for your smile
to stay with me until it clicked shut.

it's the woman in me that makes me want to play this game.

+ "Treachery is Beautiful if it Makes Us Sing" +

+ OMEGA +

"The Earth should be regarded as the womb of life -- but one cannot remain in the womb forever."

+ Frank Tipler "The Physics of Immortality" +

+ Sabbra Cadabra +

+ fantasies +

someday
on these keys
the love
will melt
and bring forth
pure
joy.

+ + + + + + + +

remembrance // balmorhea // all is wild, all is silent from jared hogan on Vimeo.

and, this...
just another
dream.

+ there was nothing left +

...And
We were afraid
Then
That
All throughout our lives
Things like that
Would happen,
That nobody
Wanted
Anybody
To be
Strong, and
Beautiful
Like that,
That
Others would never
Allow it,
And that
Many people
Would have to
Die.